The DEED is Done!

Baby Dancing week is over! ok so the deed is done and hopefully something is now in progress, I can't wait to find out if there is a baby growing or not, if it's not the disappointment won't be hard, like I said before I'll just stop trying and let it happen, no more tracking, buying test, stressing, and thinking, "I'm I pregnant, Should I test again" it's too much work and energy, all im gonna do is talk to the genetic dr and find out whats going on. I was just telling a member of BC that I bet these MC happened bcuz of the fibroid s

I hv. They hv to find a good spot to implant and fight for blood supply, maybe if I get a BFN this month I'll ask him if it's a good idea for me to get them removed if possible to get a better pregnancy result. I'm not giving up I will hv a baby, I trust God to to lead me to a positive result eventually. So now a 2ww. well a week and a half, who r we kidding, I'll probably b testing early, lol. So my "good eating diet" did not go well this week, there was another bday party with brisket, cake, ice-cream, hotdogs, and I made cheese enchiladas yesterday so my weight is... Yea just as I thought I'm at 148, I think last week I was 146 so I gained 2 lbs, Ok so I'll just get back on track and try to eat better this week, hope I can get better self control, there cookies in the house and my SIL just brought in chocolate honey buns yesterday and I'll yelled at them," yur the enemy!" yes I was talking to pastry cuz there soo good and I knw if I hv one evil food will take over and I don't need that.