A New Start

I went to the clinic today, and they confirmed there was a pregnancy but it just didn't progress. I also started spotting which mean AF is about to stop by. Im making an appt to apply for insurance so I can hopefully see a geneticist. Hopefully I can find out why I've had 9 pregnancies and 6 MC. Im upset but I'm over it, Im gonna continue to try till I find answers or why baby won't grow, Im scared to hear I'll probably never give birth again but hopefully my problem can be fixed. When AF comes it will be day 1 and a new start to a new beginning.